"I'm looking for love...Real love...
Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming,
can't-live-without-each-other love."
-Carrie Bradshaw
I'm feeling this more every day. And the best part is, it's not freaking me out. Thats a good sign. This week is incredibly busy, and I can feel my attention being pulled in so many directions. But at the end of the day it's the most unbelieveable feeling to lay down next to her, with our bodies touching, and feel completely at ease. That closeness calms my fears and unruffles my feathers, leaving me with a clear head and a pounding heart. My heart swells with happiness when she calls me at work just to talk. Our communication will be what gets us through, and it is the main reason why I feel like this could really be something. People are so closed off, so scared to really say how they feel, no matter the time frame involved. Being around her openness is a breath of fresh air, and knocks me off my feet at times.
So, with all thats going on (J moving, the dogs, Cailin being in town, Volunteer stuff...) my brain is a little fried. Hopefully, J & I can have some alone "couple" time this weekend, and just be able to chill for about 5 seconds!
I think this post is a reflection of my energy level b/c this is where I'm stopping.
TONIGHT: Dinner & Gym
TOMORROW: Lunch w/ Cailin, Clint, Lacey & Sarah.
